Tuesday, 16 September 2014

One Month

On the 15th August my waters broke... Then on the 17th I heard my Milky Boy scream... 


We had a really bad bad labour and a very long one, ended up with failed attempt with forceps and then a c section. So much for never being in hospital... 

Milky Boy is a big boy, he was 9 pounds 4 ounces, 4kg 200gr for my metric friend... And he eats loads! 



Considering how awful the labour has been, having my baby here is amazing! I still feel funny about being a mother, I'd rather not think about this as a life changing thing or as a new role. I take it every day as it comes and one problem at the time... that includes being peed on!

So far I had a bit of baby blues... amazing it did not turn into full on depression! 
Just holding him makes me so happy. We also discovered the joys of formula milk, that baby of ours eats soo much, so we have to top him up. And joys of dummy. Last one is very recent and saved me from being used as a dummy and now I can actually wear clothes and leave the house!! Also in the end, poo is just poo.


Everyone has been so great, cards, presents and all warm wishes. We feel very special and thank you all! 

So far, I know that babies are hard work. But oh so wonderful!! 

Happy 1st month Edgar, I love you so very much xx


Monday, 11 August 2014

Feel the Bump Love!

It's a nice feeling actually... you feel like the centre of the earth sometimes, but sometime I just want to say that "just chill I'm not dying I'm just pregnant".... But it is nice to have a party thrown in the honour of your roundness and be this centre of everything. 
So my amazing in laws, and Martin (brother in law) especially,  organised me a baby shower!


I was feeling a bit down and such, waddling around just waiting for stuff to happen and being by my self most of the time, so it was a welcome change to go back to Wales, see everyone and have people fuss over me...

Feel really grateful and loved! Thank you all so much!!




And big thank you for amazing gifts! This baby will look amazing straight after birth... and much needed perks for me:) 

We have sampled the baby foods... as per some strange baby shower tradition... Well this made me want to make my own. Don't know how long I will last with that but the idea is in my head. These things were wile!!!


I actually had an early baby shower present a while back from Marzena. And my dear I did look at some messages on the nappies, I almost weed my self they were so funny.

And yes we all are wearing sperm as name tags:) 

Friday, 8 August 2014

Just a quick note...

Baby is still in the belly so we are still in anticipation of the big day!


yeah, that's one big bump:)
Lots of love it's time for my daily nap:)

Saturday, 19 July 2014

Moisterise me!!!!

As you know everything has been changing... I actually have started to waddle. Me and my friend Marzena have decided that we either like ducks or penguins. Bring on the penguin outfits, they are slimming she said!! So if you see a penguin outfit get us a couple!!



But what I actually wanted to write about if the stuff I have been using to keep these strech marks at bay and generally some of the awesome products I loved. I never wrote anything like this before, it's seems rather commercial but hey I love these things, why won't I tell you about them! 
I guess everyone is super concerned about the change your body goes throw when you are expecting. As you know I was freaking out and it was hard for me not to do things I normally would do. But I can proudly say that at 9 months of pregnancy I can still reach my toes and did not ask anyone to paint my toe nails! And to keep changed at bay, and not to have any stretch marks (so far, touch wood!!) I have been moisturising like crazy. 
Here are the products I use... Not all at the same time of course... 



I figured any moisturiser will do, as long as it is on in a thickish layer. I used up some body lotion from Body Shop I had, now I'm Garnier body all over. I love their firming lotion too, but bit scared to use it now when I'm expanding:) Keep bits soft and not itchy (yeah you grow you itch) I have showers with Lush's Rub Rub Rub shower scrub on my shower puff instead of shower gel. It lathers, smells beautifully, and leaves you squeaky clean! Speaking of Lush I had some Christmas gifts left overs with Ro's Argan Body Conditioner. Don't know if it is a limited edition for Christmas or something but this stuff is magic. Thick rich cream with this argan oil smell... Don't really need perfume after or I would wear my favourite Skin by Trussardi. I also been given the Almond Shower Oil.... Now this one is a bit tricky, but if I have to rush I won't have time for moisturiser after the shower this is a must, you are lathered in oil while showering. However a bit tricky to use if you never used it before. Just cover you wet skin in it and add bit more water for more bubbles.
For the face I have been using botanic for couple of years now, and couldn't be happier really. No lines for me thank you! 
With pregnancy your sense of smell heightens too... I have been a big fun of smelly shower gels and such. Body Shop has a great sale on at the moment got 2 bottles of shower gel, papaya and passion fruit for only £6! 
In the beginning I was concerned that my hair was not growing like it used to... Oh panic! It does grow but some what slower I think, so I was nourishing the locks with cheapest coconut and almond hair mask. I mean do you have time or patience to keep if for three minutes while you are in the shower? So what difference does this make if you wash off the super expensive hair mask down the drain or the cheap one with same ingredients?!
 This stuff is good, hair feels softer and not as dry all the indoor heating and pollution). 
I also used the traditional preggo products such as Bio Oil and Palmer's Stretch mark massage cream. Bio Oil is lovely but takes forever to dry and I really do not like the way it smells. I still use it for extra perks for my big belly but Palmer's cream I love it, on the second tube now.

Oh I also singed up for a Birch Box. It's a monthly box with samples in it. Cute, inexpensive and feels like a real treat. I was well impressed when my 1st box arrived with Opi nail vanish and Caudalie face fluid thing-y. It is like my beauty treats because frankly I would not be getting Opi or Caudalie my self any time soon.... It makes me feel like real girl again! and not a live human incubator... (even if I enjoy my pregnancy sometimes it makes you feel... well fat!)

Now I feel I need to really concentrate on the skin care, sleepless nights and such. I do not want to look my age still... Just because I will be a mother in few weeks doesn't mean I will dress like a mother or start looking older, or even my actual age:) 





Sunday, 13 July 2014

My favourite pasta dish! Ever!!

I just love Putanessca.... and it's so easy to make. Takes just few mins of your time, and if I can do it, you can do it!! 


So first of all fun fact, Putanessca means prostitute in Italian. So we will be learning a prostitute pasta. The ingredients can be found in average Italian fridge and they cheap and cooking legend has it that ladies of the night used to have it before going out because it is rather nutritious. 

So here is what you will need for the sauce

Anchovies (I normally put 2 little filets in, or more if you want more flavour)
Black olives (take the stone out, or get pitted, chopped) Apparently however the ones with stones in are more flavoursome, but hey I get like a medium size jar for only 59p.. don't judge me.
Garlic (I love garlic, so I used two cloves just for me) minced
Capers (brine-y goodness)
Tomatoes (cherry, plum, or whatever, it's rustic, and besides we don't know what that prostitute has in her fridge)
Chilli Flakes (gives that heat to the dish)

Now while your pasta is boiling away, heat the oil in the pad, add some chilli. Then chuck the garlic and anchovies, stir stir and stir. When the anchovies started to dissolve add the rest of the ingredients. Hand full really depending on what you want to it to be. I personally love it with more capers and more tomatoes. It is all sizzling and merging together making a dry-ish pasta sauce, add a bit of liquid from your boiling pasta into the pan, but no too much. Drain the pasta, al dente if you can. It supposed to be better for digestion, another fun fact! Toss it throw the sauce.... Add some cheese... and ....


Enjoy!!! 


Here I used left over pasta shapes.... And this is my comfort food that you can make in minutes. 

Saturday, 5 July 2014

stupidty or motivation

This year due to this big bump I was not as active as I would like to be... No waking up early shouting "RACE DAY" and clearing more space for medals... My body finds is a bit tricky to adjust to the whole baby thing. I'm literally just bump on legs.


It is really good, that I do not feel like a giant, well that is if I don't look at my feet:) and I will have less to lose after he is here (Can't wait!! So excited!!) 

My work fundraisers this year for Birmingham Children's Hospital... We did few fun things, like bike ride GM (who actually cycled from Slough to Bham) vs Staff on stationary bike in the lobby. Sure guests saw some sights that day. They also want some of staff to get together and do the half marathon, Bupa Great Birmingham run... You remember I did it last year

So stupid thing I did before I left on my maternity earlier this week.... I have emailed out GM to say "Pencil me in for the Half... provided everything goes well with the baby"... So I do not know am I stupid and insane or just super motivated?! 

Rope two other people to do it with me... Or shall I say potentially with me. Harry who has started running in order to improve himself, he even eats better but still won't touch veg. And Yuki who used to cycle everywhere till that day her bike got stolen from under our noses. 

I realise that I will not have much time to train and will not make a history or a PB but I'm in it for fun. But who knows.... maybe baby will enjoy going for a jog with me in a pram! 
But at the moment I'm just bump on legs!!


Monday, 30 June 2014

Angelina love or Maleficient

We all knew that Maleficent will be good... it was long time in production and advertised to no end. And we all were aware that it is about the evil in Sleeping Beauty. Oh but was it?



I really did not know what to expect... I though a dull Disney film. But I was wrong and very pleasantly surprised.

The horrid evil act... Loss of wings... All men are evil said the film! and oh we believed that.

But truly Angelina was a real star of this film. She was magnificent! I would really recommend it to everyone... Beautifully made, beautiful actors, dark and Gothic as we all know I'm a fan of that!

Also I want these horns... and wings!! 


Oh and loved how they have reinvented the true loves kiss, very much like frozen too the act of the pure heart the same way! Very cute and not traditional at all.